Friday, June 15, 2012

Bad Day

I have not had a very good day today, have you guys? This morning my mom accessed my port, and that did not go very well. I got very upset because I was scared, and I even cried and hyperventilated! I was scared because last time my mom tried to access my port, she missed the port and it hurt really badly. This morning, though, she got it on the first try. It hurt, even though I had put on my numbing cream, but only a little. My dad texted my mom to ask how the accessing went, and I told her to tell Daddy that she missed twice before she got it. He actually believed her, and Mama had to send another text to tell him that she was teasing.

Lately I have not been wanting to eat that much, and this morning I got mad when my mom and Ms. Edie, my nurse, told me that I had to eat breakfast even though I wasn't hungry. I got upset because I wasn't hungry and didn't know what I wanted to eat. Mommy kept suggesting things, and finally I decided to have some hot chocolate. Mama made it for me, and it was really good, even though I wasn't hungry.

After getting really upset about my mom accessing my port, and then doing physical therapy, I am pretty tired. I am glad that tomorrow will be a new day, and I hope that tomorrow is better than today was. I hope you guys have a good day. Bye!

1 comment:

  1. Oh, Mattie. I am so sorry that you had a bad day. It happens to all of us. I am always encouraged that God's mercies are new with each morning (Lamentations 3:23). I must say that you are an amazing young lady, and it is a real honor to know you. It is also a privilege to serve with you at church. I hope you have a wonderful weekend. Give your brave mom a hug.